Who knew I could smile?
So many seeking sex
Has it always been this way?
Or do we have more sexual freedom
Than back in the ‘Olden Days’?
But then think about Greece and Rome
And what’s coming from Pompeii,
Perhaps it could be argued
That somewhere we lost our way?
For are we not just animals
When it comes right down to it?
So why regulate and restrain,
Why not just go on out and do it?
Now it’s my turn
And I’m asking tough
Trying to grasp some headspace
In which to do some work
Seem to be failing miserably
So searching for some new perspective
To see things in a different light
And hopefully trick this wandering mind
Into submitting to my will
Which brings into consciousness
A whole range of thoughts and ideas
That have nothing to do with the present
And everything to do with the past and future
How do I find the here and now
And settle into the peace required
To focus on what needs to be done?
Sitting here, thinking of you,
Wondering what it is you want,
I can’t help but wonder if you
Think of me often or not.
No one could deny how intense
The physical attraction has been.
And the attraction to the mind’s immense,
Though our hearts are never seen.
I want you as Sir and Master,
Though I’m not sure you’re willing to go
To the lengths and depths I’m after,
But I guess there’s only one way to know.
Do you have the discipline you need
To ensure no bounds are crossed?
And what of the awareness I need
To know you have, so I can trust?
Just how far are you really willing to go?
As always, you bring the words.
I don’t know why, or how it works,
But there is something about you
That always brings them through.
What is it that binds us so tight,
That even when using all our might,
We cannot break free from bondage?
It can’t be love, ’cause that’s dead and gone,
And has been since I became a pawn,
In your games of sexual conquest –
So we can lay that theory to rest.
It can’t be lust or sexual needs,
Or even friendship that constantly feeds
Our connection to each other.
None of those things exist between us now.
So, I really would, like to know how
Are we connected so fiercely together?
If I close my eyes, I can almost feel the leather
Of the bonds that tie us up as one,
As they cut into my skin, making me numb
To the pain you create for me.
I thought you’d decided to stick to the plan,
That for once you would be a gentleman,
And respect my decision and wishes,
But, it seems, you can’t live without my kisses.
I’m not quite sure of where I’m at
When it comes to considering that,
Because my heart has let you go.
But, as always you bring the words,
And for that I’m more grateful than you’ve heard,
Because without them I feel so lonely.
But I can’t help wishing a silent “if only”
The words would come without you,
So I could live a life that’s true,
And you might also be happy.
Oh, my babies
I have been thinking
Of you lately
You would have been like
How you would have
Looked and grown
If only I could
See you now
But one day we will
Meet and you
Can tell me then
All the things
I could have known