Reaction

Peculiar places
Hallucinatory faces
My body’s taken flight
Like my mind last night
Expressing what it couldn’t
Because it was told it shouldn’t
But it never seems to go away
I will be like this ’til my dying day
If only I could keep your protection with me
But somehow I know that’s not meant to be

Love And Hate

The welts will heal,
Of this I’m sure
But our love making
Has once more
Opened the portal
Between then and now
A major flashback
Cock in mouth
Slapped by the belt
I remembered exactly
How it felt
I wanted to stop
And end it there
But a deeper desire
To understand appeared
So I continued on
Until you opened a wound
Both real and imagined
And allowed me to
Delve into times gone by
But it wasn’t until
The belting stopped
And you rolled me over
And climbed on top
That the truth became so clear
Because regardless of
The beltings he gave
And how I hated him dear
As soon as ever he climbed on top
The anger would disappear

The Belt

I bought you a present Sir
That I think you’ll rather like
It’s sure to make the kitten purr
Which causes you delight
Marking your territory will
Be quite simple I imagine
And trying to stay still
Will be my greatest challenge

Into The Light

Your hands around my throat
Make me feel alive
Providing an ironic antidote
And motivation to survive
To reach for greater heights
Than I ever have before
While craving for the nights
Of kneeling on the floor
Hearing the whisper of your belt
As it’s removed from your hips
The soothing balm soon felt
Then the soft caress of your lips
Walking through the dark side
Leads me to the light
By releasing from the inside
The soul destroying blight
Of the legacy left long ago
By one who should have cared
More than to just bestow
A death wish in my head

Similar

I am struggling to remember
You are not the one who came before
Sometimes your words are so similar
Anger and annoyance rise from my core
Even though you are not the same
And you’ve proven this in action
I’m scared of playing the same old game
So withdraw my heart a fraction
More each time you hit a nerve
And I’m not sure how this is impacting
On my willingness to serve
But I do know it is making
Me force you to work harder
Than possibly you might
If it weren’t for lessons from a Master
That has left me feeling fright